The Aesthetic Experience

Watching the liquid being dropped into the clear water made me feel as if there was a sort of craziness. This made me think of how i felt now. Slowly things get poured into me, making me go all sorts of ways and be all over, trying to settle down but more issues keep on interfering with me making me crazy and unsettle. Trying to keep things calm but everything just goes out of place. The more and more I struggle to try to be calm and content the darker I become and feel inside. I move trying to do more than one thing at once, eventually making feel like an explosion errupting at every move i make. Then suddenly everythings just seems to stop. For an instant, I suddenly become quiet and still but yet i still feel dark inside.